Blah Ewww Ugh, Ya know what I mean?

Do you ever have those days where you just feel...blah...?  Ugh, today is one of those for me.  I have done a lot of productive things, such as:

• pay my taxes  (Booooooooo)
• pick up my book on hold at the library
• exercise
• go to lunch with a friend
• babysit my cousin's darling son
• send off a birthday package
• wash 4 loads of laundry

But somehow I still feel like a slug, a useless blob of wasted flesh.  Probably because I focus on all the things I have yet to do today, like:

• fold those 4 loads of laundry
• make my bed
• clean the floors
• shower
• start cooking dinner
• and an endless list of must-do's

I'm trying to Enjoy what I can.  I just hate the gloomy days that keep me indoors instead of in the dirt where I long to be.  Growing things.  Looking at my flowers.  Pulling the weeds from around my raspberries.  Mowing the lawn.  Pretty much anything in the sunshine and nature.

I just want summer.  I guess I'll go eat some of my Summer In A Bottle! And maybe I'll vacuum for a bit.  I always feel better after dumping a canister of filth into the garbage can.